The only broken hearted loser you'll ever need...

You know how I do...

Fri, 11 May 2007 01:55:20 GMT

I'm fairly certain that this is the end.
Graduation.
Summer.
College.
Goodbye.
I'm fairly certain I'm still not ready.

"I am my father's son and you are a runner..."

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:25:54 GMT

Yesterday in the mail I got two tickets to paradise. I can no longer be sad with these happy pieces of paper in my possession.
December 6, 2006.
Mississauga.
Brand New.
Dashboard Confessional.
Happiness forever.

On another note, I want to be just like Mr. Curry when I grow up, no joke.

Now back to those tickets to paradise. They involve two killer chicks, a car, an older sister, and Jesse Lacey. A note I said two killer chicks, because Amanda is killer even though some people don't agree. It must be because of that totally cute boyfriend she has and is never leaving and you know, stuff. :]

~Me

Fucking Haunted Catacombs...

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 03:48:30 GMT

I just got back from the Haunted Catacombs with Ashley, Angela, and my aunt. Worst experience EVER. There were four different houses, the catacombs, the house of horrors, the city of the dead, and the mummy's curse, but I only went through three because I am a chicken shit. The first one we went through was the catacombs and right when we get in the door some guy pops out and starts screaming in my face as I'm falling up the stairs. Then Ashley gets freaked out and starts hyperveltilating and my aunt asks her if she's okay and the guy hears her name and wouldn't stop screaming ASHLEYYYYY for ten minutes. Then we got lost in a mirror maze and had to walk through a room of bodies and a stuffed pig thing whacked me in the head. So I'm freaking out the entire time like the asshole I am and I'm clinging to Angela and biting her coat and she's falling all over the place and finally we get out. Then we went through the two smaller houses and they barely had anything in them which wasn't worth my extra ten dollars. Michael Myers was in the third one and I was having a hard time dealing with the fact that he followed me through breathing on my neck while I'm trying not to brush up against the "bloody" walls, not fun. Then the last one was called the house of horrors and I was pretty sure it would be loosely based off of the Rob Zombie movie and then someone told me a guy with a chain saw was in there and I got out of line. I don't do chain saws, end of story. So I had to wait 40 mins for everyone else to get out because apparently they got lost in a maze of doors with the chainsaw guy for 20 mins, so glad I wasn't there. So as I was waiting I was texting Amber and this guy in a werewolf costume came up behind me and growled in my ear and I just laughed because there were lights on so whatever. Then some skeleton guy on stilts came over to me and tried to grab at my cell phone so I smacked his hand and he went away. The only good thing I got out of this was a chicken finger pizza. My throat hurts because I screamed so much, I can act like such a little girl sometimes, but I let it slide because people were in my face and screaming and chasing and ew, just ew. Never again, ever.
~me

Guess what?

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 03:41:46 GMT

It's my birthday in 8 days. That's my update for the next 5 months. The end.

Happy Almost Birthday Rae-Rae...

Sun, 14 May 2006 02:22:13 GMT

Dearest Amanda, my love,
Happy motherfucking birthday!!!!!!!!! I love you! Here's your effing card, mmkay? Hey guess what? You're the coolest 17 year old I know, and that counts for something. So Happy Birthday HOE, here's Jenson's phone number 598-LOVE.
Love Always,
Your Very Best Friend Ever.

PS: Conor Oberst says Happy Birthday too. And those guys from the mall. :)

Road rules apply...

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 01:49:58 GMT

MS. COLLERAN ATE CHRIS! We(the members of "wise/pinata club") were playing asshole out in the hall, and Chris won for the third time EVER. Then *WHAM* out of no where comes Ms. Colleran telling Chris to "come with me a moment". So we continue playing without Chris for awhile, and awhile turns into 25 minutes and Chris never came back. We waited and then came to the painful realization that Colleran ate Chris and he was indeed dead, in her tummy. When we left still no sign of Chris, so we have decided to accept this and move on...poor Christofefpher.

~Bri
~~~~~~IN MEMORY OF CHRIS JR, WHO WAS EATEN BY A FRENCH TEACHER, SO SAD.~~~~~~

You know what would really suck? If Colleran actually ate him after all. X(

Hands down November 8th was the best day I can ever remember...

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 23:06:21 GMT

I had an amazing time on the 8th at the Dahboard Confessional concert with Katie. We got front row spots and were about ten feet away from Chris Carraba the entire show. It was easily one of the best concerts I have ever been to. The whole show Chris kept telling little cute stories in the break before a song, and he kept bringing a bunch of his musically talented best friends on stage to play something. THEN he made my life by singing "I've read more maps than books, I write more postcards than hooks. I would kill for the Atlantic, but I am payed to make girls panic while I sing"(a Brandnew song of course). And Katie and I screamed and sang along and I was so freaking happy. But now I'm sad because my computer has a virus and won't let me do anything, so I'm stuck sharing the laptop until Christmas. :( That's only a small blow to my happy trip because I'm finally done with all my IB Bio crap!!! I'm going to celebrate by sleeping the next three days away!
~Bri
"And now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance."

Come up in the spot lookin' extra fly...

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 00:14:56 GMT

I seriously have the worst luck out of everyone I know, if this is going to be a continuous thing I'm going to be a very bitter person...
1) My ipod is broken, it crashed or something really fucked up like that.
2) My cell phone is dead, so for the time being I am dead.
3) My DVD player is trashed, so no movie watching for Brittany.
4) I can't find the warranty for my ipod so that I can get it fixed.
5) My dog keeps taking my blankets at night, so now I'm sick.
6) My computer is still as fucked as ever, and now it freezes!
7) All my songs on itunes were cleared, so now I can't even listen to those.
So basically I'm cut off from the world outside of school until further notice. On a side note, I'm looking forward to the Bright Eyes concert! That should produce some kind of happiness for moi. B.L.&C.O. for life (shut up, a girl can dream). I'm trying to forget that I will be without a few of my favorite people for 6 weeks. I'm going to miss you all soooooo much, this really isn't cool guys, so no more of this crap. Promise? *puppy dog eyes* Good. But other than all that other crap I'm having a pretty awesome weekend! I just wish it didn't have to end, school is such a drag. I'm going to finish up my Psych homework, and read some East of Eden. Byes!

~Bri
"See I haven't danced to a musical tune, and I haven't noticed the flowers in bloom. I haven't smiled when alone in my room very much. Then we touched." - I'm not going to say where that's from, it's too lame lol.

Come to me, the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need...

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 21:49:11 GMT

New icon = new entry. This year is going pretty good so far, school wise that is. My schedule is a heack of a lot better than a lot of peoples so I can't complain. My schedule is as follows:
1st: Spanish 4 - Sales
2nd: Gym - Nelson/Study Hall
3rd: Psychology - Cochrane
4th: Lunch
5th: AP US - Cochrane
6th: Pre IB Math - Jurich
7th and 8th: IB World Lit - Franke/IB Biology - Scarozza
My only sadness so far has come from the US Open because Roger Federer is only good for mocking, not winning. I already wish school was over though, well I can only count down to winter break now.
~Bri~
"We're at a loss of words while we're preaching that we can't be heard."

I've come to wrap you up tight before its time to bite down...

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 01:44:24 GMT

Woah! Its an update! My summer has been decently fun minus the the rare moments of severe boredom. How have all of my lovely friends been? Good I hope! I miss you all so much and I want school to start soon so I can see you all again. Although that would require me to read the books for school that I've barely touched, whoops. Okay I really don't have much to say, so if you feel like hanging out anytime during the remainder of summer drop me a comment and we'll make plans! Or for all of you who have been graced(hah)with my cell number just gimme a call!
~Bri~
"OMIGOSH! I'm sure he has friends! I can't believe you would say that about that poor man just walking his dog, thats terrible!" hahah I'm mean.

Sun, 01 May 2005 02:30:01 GMT

3 Target Big Balls + 8 Red Bulls = "I want yalls pussy!"

You're dedicated, you took the time. It wasn't long before i called you mine...

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 23:55:46 GMT

Okay so yesterday i went to my confirmation retreat, half of it was fun and half of it sucked. The following people are amazing: Joanna AKA jesus, Carlos AKA cahcharlos, Leah, Amy AKA Amorie, Dan the man(the only cool kid from queen of martyrs), Jen, Angela, and Brian "the granola baller". And stupid cheerleaders with fugly squishy faces whose friends have children and are only juniors suck. lol. Dinner was fucking hilarious!! Carlos kept swearing at everybody in spanish and did the "chicken head walk" so people wouldn't make fun of him, it worked so well. lol. but i hated the fact that we kept getting blindfolded yeah that wasn't nice at all and sitting in a room in silence for over an hour was really boring. it was actually not that bad though, setting aside the boredom and the long hours being jesusy it was super fun. and, of course, as it turns out i do like some of the people there that i didn't before. and my treasure was soooo the best, im getting happiness from jesus...someday, i don't really know when there wasn't a time on the card. I went shopping today and got tons of shit it was sweet. i got a skirt, two pairs of shoes, candy, shorts for tennis, a racket cover, and a purse. like i always say, my parents buy my love and i am so okay with that lol. At 5 angela(from school) came and played tennis with me, we did okay then angela told me that a guy in a car had been watching us for the last hour and a half so we left. and now im bored but ive been updating a lot aren't you guys proud of me!!!! yeah i know. Bye!
~Bri~
"The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them."

You made a wish that won't come true and now it's killing two...

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 22:29:13 GMT

*dances in circles while singing "candy shop"* god, i love 50 cent.
~Gangsta me~
"I'll take you to the candy shop
Boy one taste of what I got
I'll have you spending all you got
Keep going 'til you hit the spot"

I'm updating because some jew who wishes to remain unknown made me, i mean he threatened my life!

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 04:52:16 GMT

okay so i can actually update becuase i did something fun today, yay! i went with amanda to the see the Ring 2 and it sucked. as it turns out the fucking dead thing just wanted a "mommy". thats it, problem solved...kinda. and i won two stuffed animals, i wanted to burn the one but no one had matches! so i stepped on it and threw it at a cop car and yelled "fuck the po-po". amanda won a digital camera out of the stacked game! then we swung around to get jason and went all over the place then ended up at andersons. amanda and i made fun of jason for getting a banana split because everyone knows you arent supposed to ruin ice cream with fruit. then amanda and jason put pepper on my ice cream so i flipped over his ice cream and this turned into an all out ice cream war in the parking lot, a very messy ordeal. then at regal there was an adorable guy who was changing the letters in the sign on the front and i felt bad because he kept dropping letters and these little kids kept touching his pole. yeah and then at target we were siting at "skeedaddles" (WTF) and i started calling random names and waving and then i yelled "hi john" and started waving and going "john john over here" and the cashiers name was john and he looked at me funny and i felt really stupid and i still do so im going to pretend it never happened and never go to that target again. yeah so anyways...amandas mom picked us up and i TOTALLY whats the new word for it "crunked out" i think to usher in the front seat. yeah me and diane we crunk as hell i was dancing like an idoit and singing like an idiot and guess what? i didnt care. lol. oh and my major disappointment for the day, besides the fact that i spent all my money on the stupid game at regal, my grandmother got my fucking car. 1 she cant drive and the fact that someone thinks she can scares me, 2 im not sharing with her, im getting my own damn car so no one should be getting any ideas, 3 its my car! in my color! *cries* it was MINE!!!!!!!!!!! im so bitchy...oh well thats why people love me! :) okay this entry is too long for my comfort zone! Bye.
~Bri~
"IM NOT YOUR FUCKING MOMMY!" and "This is my jacket!" - random kid "this is mine"-me, while holding out an empty hand and petting the air where my imaginary coat was.

I want to go back and talk to my firends in Ajunish...

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 00:54:27 GMT

I just got back from some madd fun times at skank's(im kidding really i swear)house. Those were three of the most fun days ever! First we wnet to the Interpol concert! AMAZING! and i got to stare at carlos D the entire time, so much fun. the band before Interpol sucked buts thats okay, because amanda got hit in the eye with the drumstick(interpol's drummer)and got to keep it! yay! then the next day jason came to amandas and we watched cruel intentions! and yes i cried again when Sebastian died, its not my fault its sad! the we had chinese food and i had the sickest combinations of food that were ever known to man. I dipped chicken in a "sauce" made of soy sauce, duck sauce, wasabi mustard, peanut butter, a chocolate chip cookie, salsa, cheese sauce, margarita mix, barbeque sauce, burgundy, and some water. i think that was it. later i put the "sauce" on a piece of bread with a cookie and some sweet and sour sauce and ate a bite of that. some of it wasnt that bad, really. lol. then jason and i terrorized amandas cat with sugar(hahha BEST thing EVER!), and jason tried to kill amandas fish with lotion and gum. And throughout those three days all three of us did and said tons of funny shit because we're awesome. AND i got a hat out of it, ill get bored and give it back i promise. And i think i should have stayed to talk to yushomusho and ese, because now im bored and i bet they were REALLY entertaining. i hope you dont show them your room amanda, we never got rid of all your clothes, although i did have them in piles coughjasoncough. okay now i have to go do homework cuz its already late...oops.
~Bri~
"Can you see what you’ve done to my heart And soul? This is a wasteland now"

hhahahha.......

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 00:05:35 GMT

I already wrote an entry today, but I had to add this its HILARIOUS!
Go here, you'll laugh, I promise:
http://www.contractorpeon.com/blog/index.php?p=24

~Bri~
PS: Read my other entry too, its funny, and read the comment, it was just something I added (found out) after the fact!

...who are you?...

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 22:23:43 GMT

Hey, you know whats weird, when people you don't know IM you and try to convince you that they are your cousin's cousin. And whats even worse is when you and your cousin have no clue who the fuck the person is. I don't understand why people feel the need to IM me and ask me who I am when they Im me!! Can you not grasp the concept of talking to a person online?!?!? You should really know the person before you IM them, its common courtesy people. And trying to convince me that you are somehow related to me, thats kind of hard since i know who everyone in my family is! slow people annoy me so much I swear...ahhhh! okay nevermind I just had to get my little rant out, all better now. Im going to the 'the used and my chemical romance' concert Tuesday with amanda fun-ness! I want to go see Constatine even though Keanu Reeves is in it, I think I'll get through it. Keanu reeves just bothers me, he just seems like a really slow person, both mentally and physically, I don't like people which is obvious because I've already said it! okay I have to go do something more entertaining. Bye.
~Bri~
"I’m so fascinated, You’re so intellectual, So sophisticated, So unpredictable…
I’m comin’ for you".

I <3 RANDY!...

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 03:48:43 GMT

So I decided to put my new icon up, and there will be plenty more just like that! I bet everyone loves my icon, because everyone loves spike...or no one has a obsession of BTVS like me. Yeah, I'm going to go with that for now. Today I walked around a lot in the cold slippery snow and I didn't fall once! whos proud of me!?!? huh huh, I know somebody has to be, I didn't do all that hard work for nothing! god you guys, every fucking time i try to do shit for the sake of MY well being, its Brittany I'm hungry! well I don't care anymore Amanda go eat your fucking oreos! lol only amanda will get that, sorry. theres nothing to do and right now homework doesn't seem like much of a fun option! i wish people would update their fucking Literati's so i wouldn't be so bored. Thats right Literati's are way better than Trory's. haha i win. I'm bored of rambling now. Bye.
~Bri~
"Everything fades away, come turning of the tide. For your love I'm sorry. For your pain, don't worry. Everything fades away."

Ahem...

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 03:00:59 GMT

Icon stealers burn in hell.

Love always,
Jesus Christ

Lies keep your mouth fed, lies to the death bed...

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 00:42:37 GMT

hmmmmm...what to say what to say. nothing. i think that was already covered. so why dont you just fill in th blanks yourself. but that wouldnt be much of a fun entry would it. i doubt it, since none of you are mind readers. except of course raven5! i know you know that i know who you are cause youre raven5. straight up so anyways...guess what i just noticed?!?! i was watching the village yesterday and towards the end when the forest ranger was getting the medicine i noticed a reflection in the glass revealing who was reading the paper. it was M. night shyamalan!!! i was like holy shit, he appeared in his movie as a character no one would think of. so i thought back to his other movies and i was like holy shit! in signs he played the man who unintentionaly killed the mother! so now i have to rewatch the sixth sense and unbreakable to see what hidden roles he played. yeah well i thought that was pretty awesome. so i have to think of things to join at school, something fun. i already know im doing yearbook next marking period becuase mrs. st george doesnt want to deal with our crazy photographer antics anymore so shes switching us to yearbook! whoo! so i gotta go have fun now. bye!
~BRI~
"I must be wishing on the wrong star, because someone else is always getting what I want."

oblivious people anger me...

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 02:17:22 GMT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH.
wow that makes me feel a hella lot better. so tomorrow is the MLK assembly thats going to be boring, until i do my african dance solo. or not, because they cut me from the team. they said brittany you suck and have no coordination, and then i cried. except that didnt happen either because i know i have no skills in dancing. and hey you guys no more partys after school becuase i wasnt the only person disappointed that invitations werent passed out. lol. i had to sit there for an hour and listen to sales and medina talk about sex and drugs and the 60s it was weird, yeah so thanks for that! lol and only a select few will understand what the hell im talking about so dont worry if youre confused. okay but i really have to go do my homework now :(
~BRI~
"Tip-toeing villian, Eyes in the ceiling, Your false intentions have worn thin,
But we've been in your room and in your closet too, We've got one on you."-Billy Talent, Lies

pull the storm from me...

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 01:19:43 GMT

ehhh...attempting homework was never fun, why did I think it would be now? So now I've decided to take a "break". Thats what I'm calling it until I stop procrastinating and finally give up, it's coming soon. Now that my weekend is over I'm sad, school isn't fun, and all I want is my fun back! Now I've come to realize nothing really special has happened today and that I was just bored and didn't feel like thinking anymore. So really this entry is pointless. wow I can't believe you read this far, asuming anyone read this far, you must be on something! you crazy addict! And again with the pointlessness, so bye!
~BRI~
"Among the stars and past the moon, I search forevermore, for you. I've never found you, as I watch the sunset, I think, where have you gone, and where are you now? Forevermore...I wonder."

West Seneca welcomes you...

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 23:51:17 GMT

Friday I went midnight bowling at the rose bowl in west seneca, it was fun! I went with ashley, stina, britt, and john. yeah so i have this weird way of bowling because i got 3 strikes in a row and then two gutter balls, sometimes things just don't make sense. lol. part of the night was spent watching john be stupid such as triping over nothing for fun, and trying to convince us the janitor was a pedophile. and we were in the lane next to one of ashley's friends who was piss ass drunk and kept yelling clickedy-clack! but despite the drunkeness he bowled awesomely. And apparently bowling with just socks instead of the shoes provided is more sanitary, so i did that too. then we dropped britt off, then john, and stina and i slept at ashleys, which took forever because ashley kept fighting with her mom at 3 am mind you. so this morning i had to wake up early go home get ready and go right to bible study after the long boring 3 hour class, carlos, me, and our sponsor came back to my house. we read one page of the bible in an hour and quit because we got bored. so that was cool, then carlos and i had to take all these boxes outside and i fell like 8 times and carlos kept laughing at me. :P not nice! and now im really tired, and i have to wake up at 8 tomorrow for church :( then babysit and do my ap euro essay, so bleh this has been a long and mostly fun weekend. it was cool to be able to stay out til 3 though, haven't been able to do that in like forever! it was also fun to be around my west seneca peeps. lol.
See ya monday, back at school :(,
~BRI~
Things to be remembered:
"Jesus died for Osama Bin Laden"-religion guy
"we all love god" {brittany giggles} {everyone stares}
ryan cabrera, the macarana, toby keith, and all of our horrible dancing to this song selection.
Everyone talking about everyone in code, when the person is standing right there.
And to then future fun nights on the west end of the seneca!

I apoligize but i have to do this...

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 04:05:24 GMT

The following entry will not be written in standard english, I'm sorry but I just have to. This is going to be so much fun!

Omgs so licke 2dahy i did nuthin it was sooooo moch fun lol yupyup ;P i when't 2 da mal like yastadaye or sumtin an i gott this licke boke it wah sooooo funie lol yupyup ;P an amanda my fren' got dis coaty thang it is sooooo cue its aint' likce she bein prepy its jus she ca'nt b punc 4evah she gotta grews up sumtime lol yupyup ;P sooo licke 4 nu yrs im havin' a partay wit my fren and we goin 2 wach dis movi Napolean Dynamite it is goin 2 b sooooo funi yea lol yupyup ;P an its goin 2 b da lest retardedest movi evah so don nock it til u tri it lol yupyup ;P so's i licke xsited an i goin shopin 2maroe an i goin 2 git licke 17 of evriting cuz dat's sooooo punki lol yupyup ;P hehehe sos i getta go ans tack 2 mah frens buy!

i luv u al mah lil' men luv whores teehee! yupyup lol ;P
~~~~~~Da Punkiest cicka evah!!~~~~~~~

My deepest sympathy,
~BRI~

hope your holiday was decent...

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 04:27:09 GMT

Christmas passed by quickly and it was okay, its getting easier to get along with the family, probably because i decided to be social. whoo go me. not much of an eventful vacation but i do have some great conversations with my family i wanted to share:

Me:you know she only likes you because youre prettier than her and you get guys and she can't get any by herself.
Ash: Omigaaaawd! thats sooo mean...do you really think im prettier?

My grandma:(points to the tv)Its the flying nun!
me: No, its Anna Kournikova.

Chris: I would come to your school in my ken east football jacket(that was last year he's in college now)and be like whats up bitches?!?!? im a male cheerleader Motherfuckas!!!

my aunt and I while watching the passion:
Aunt: whats that ugly thing?
Me: i think he's satan
Aunt: thats a girl, a really ugly manly girl trying to look like neither sex
Me: so its a crossdresser?
Aunt: maybe its a transvestite!
Me: this is really wrong, i bet we'll both go to hell, but if my theory about the gummi bears is true then we're fine!

And thats just a taste of the holidays with brittany yeah i know its great! time for fun! bye.
~BRI~ "done nothing but take what's handed down, said nothing but what's approved to shout we want to know that we own the cake we're eating, then spit it out, out." - nothing wrong,Jimmy Eat World